혼자서
혼자서 있을 때마다
너가 자꾸 생각나
잊힐 줄 알았는데
잊을 수 있다고 믿었는데
오히려 반대야
더 보고 싶어
미치겠어
난 아직 너 생각 뿐이야
아직 그때로 돌아가고 싶고
마음은 아직 거기서 맴돌고 있나봐
It’s all just so #$(*&#($@*&ing complicated.
Why is everything so @#$%*#($*ing complicated.
I wish we could keep things simple.
I wish I could think more simple.
But the more I try to think in a simpler sense,
things get SO #$@(*ing complicated…
because life isn’t just that simple
and there aren’t just black and white answers to everything,
there’s always tradeoffs and opportunity losses.
Even if you make the perfect decision in that situation or circumstance,
the fact of the matter is that…. circumstances change..
and as they change.. so do the outcomes, the consequences.
In the end, the more you know, the more $*(@#*$ing complicated things get.
Spiel of the day, now off to bed.
What’s on my mind?
YOU are on my mind.
That is the only thing on my mind.
I wish I could change that mind.
So that you wouldn’t be invading my mind.
But in the end, it’s all hopeless, because…
you are STILL on my mind.
and all I end up thinking about about is you… ♥
Maybe.
Maybe this is for the best.
Maybe this is how things should’ve been since the beginning.
Maybe there is a reason behind all this.
Maybe, just maybe something good will come out of all of it.
This maybe is the only hope that prevents me from breaking down.
This maybe is the only way I can live on and reassure myself without the accumulation of guilt and regrets clouding my mind.
A million hearts
You’re the only one
Who lights me up
Like I’m glowing in the dark
… ♥
